Planted in the Earth, Reaching for the Moon.

A visit to the seaside

2011-08-30T23:16:00.005+01:00

To celebrate our anniversary we took Abigail to the seaside for the first time.

The day started out windy and over cast but it didn't stop us paddling

We've recently read (and re-read) The Big, Big Sea so Abigail found the sea very exciting.

The sun came out in the afternoon and warmed the air

Riding Flash the Donkey

And just before heading home we found a wonderful public paddling pool which the perfect ending to the day.

Abigail enjoyed it so much that even when she was shivering and her teeth were chattering she didn't want to leave.

I am not behind...

2011-08-29T21:06:00.002+01:00

Like Flylady says "You are not behind! I don't want you to try to catch up; I just want you to jump in where we are"

Things are starting to seem a little better and I don't feel like every post I might write is full of my darkness.

I was going to to try and catch up with the last few months but I don't think that's realistic and will probably continue to stop me posting.

So, I'm just going to jump in with both feet from where we are.

One Day...

2011-05-19T23:33:00.002+01:00

...I'll read all the books that I get out of the library
...I'll cook all the recipes I've bookmarked
...I'll make all the projects I'm planning
...I'll use up all the fabric I've got stashed

...I'll keep the house tidy for more than three days at the time
...I won't lose my temper every day
...I'll move away from the computer.

-- This Moment --

2011-04-29T23:04:00.003+01:00

Inspired by SouleMama

{this moment} - A Friday ritual. A single photo - no words - capturing a moment from the week. A simple, special, extraordinary moment. A moment I want to pause, savor and remember.

Simple Woman's Daybook #2

2011-04-12T22:06:00.003+01:00

Outside my window... it's dark now, but we've had bright sunshine all day.

I am thinking... about starting to go to bed earlier, I'm so tired by this time at night.

I am thankful for... the DIY-capable people in my family. And for having my own tool kit, so I can always find a screwdriver when I need one.

From the kitchen... We had bacon baguettes for lunch. Simple but delicious.

I am wearing... battered black combat trousers, brown & orange tie-dye t-shirt, black & white stripy jumper. (Wow, that's almost the same as last time).

I am creating... Homemade laundry detergent, homemade beeswax polish and homemade hand balm.

I am going... to see my Dad on Friday.

I am reading... Sewing Green and Chicks with Sticks guide to crochet

I am hoping... that I can find the bed due to major overhauling upstairs.

I am hearing... very little. The kitchen clock is ticking, reminding me it's late.

Around the house... I have managed to get Abigail's room almost perfect for her first night in there.

One of my favorite things... is hearing Abigail say "I 'uve you"

A few plans for the rest of the week: Some serious tidying over the next few days. All the DIY round here has left things in disarray.

Here is picture for thought I am sharing...

(Cousins are the best playmates!)

The Daybook is hosted by the Simple Woman here

A glorious week

2011-04-11T11:58:00.000+01:00

The clear blue skies and bright sunshine has drawn us outside nearly all week.

The plant pots were pulled back out and are as popular as ever.

I've taken apart Abigail's high chair and am in the process of sanding it down, getting rid the orangy varnish.

My assistant washing the dust off the wood.

I think there may be a special hell for Mummys who do this to favourite dolls

Helping Daddy fix the motorbike is grubby work.

And honestly there has been an awful lot of this...

Sherwood Pines

2011-04-10T19:30:00.000+01:00

Last Saturday would have been my Mum's 60th birthday and I had been feeling a bit down, especially with Mother's day the next day. We decided to go out and just do something. Sherwood Pines was recommended by one of James' work collegues so we decided to give it a go.

And the first thing we saw was this up-in-the-trees fort, designed to be accesable to all.

There were loads of these tree carvings.

Playing in the mushroom village, with the bucket transport system

An "Egg"

Experiencing the wind with her wind wand.

Drawing in the sand with Daddy

An owl in the MPS Society Childhood Wood

Time for a nap

And then back to the fort for another play.

A wonderful and fun day, I'm sure my Mum would have enjoyed it.

-- This Moment --

2011-04-01T11:18:00.002+01:00

WIP Wednesday - (Just)

2011-03-30T23:37:00.003+01:00

My first attempt at a sour dough starter. (Technically a work in progress)

I'm knitting something. Okay, so it's just a cotton dishcloth. But, I've not counted stitches or rows. I'm just knitting until it seems done.

I figure I can practice my technique and still have something to show for it.

I'm painting some wooden animals for Abigail's birthday. The animals have been cut in a very ostheimer style but were a fraction of the cost. Now, fingers crossed I don't mess up the painting.

Catch Up - Adventuring

2011-03-24T11:36:00.004Z

Things have been a bit up in the air recently and I wasn't able to post these pictures straight away.

We haven't been doing nearly enough adventuring and as Abigail has been talking about horses a lot recently, I decided to take Abigail to a couple of my favourite spots in the village.

Meeting some local residents

Abigail's response to seeing them was "Say 'Hello A'gul' (Abigail)" followed by "Cuggle Horse"

We then carried on to the local wooded area.

So Confident now!!

I love these woods. These are MY woods.

Apparently, this is a spider.

I told her she could take some sticks home. "Mummy help....hebby (heavy)"

Love!

Also, we've been doing a bit of DIY, James is creating a usable space where the cold water tank used to be stored, this will eventually mean I'll have more space in the kitchen as well to set up a proper pantry.

And finally, Abigail had her first ride on the bike on Monday. It's been tradition that all of the grandkids get to ride down the driveway with Gramps when he gets home from work, first on the tank, then on the passenger seat when they are big.

(My oldest nephew recently had his first proper ride, he got picked up from school and was so proud)

She wasn't sure at first, but now she's been asking to go on it everyday.

Simple Woman's Daybook #1

2011-03-15T20:37:00.007Z

Outside my window... it's been damp and misty all day.

I am thinking... about Japan. I don't have the words.

I am thankful for... the contingency money we set aside. The boiler broke down and was repaired again within 24 hours.

From the kitchen... James made bolognaise for lunch.

I am wearing... battered black combat trousers, brown & orange tie-dye t-shirt and my favourite halloween socks.

I am creating...

I am going... to lay out our things for tomorrow when I have finished this.

I am reading...

I am hoping... that the person who bought something from me on eBay pays up soon as I have (foolishly) already spent the money.

I am hearing... very little. Abigail is asleep, James is at work and I'm resisting the urge to flop infront of the television.

Around the house... are little pockets of tidiness as I strive to get cleared out before an overnight guest arrives on Friday.

One of my favorite things... is Abigail calling chestnut cases 'Spiders'

A few plans for the rest of the week: Waldorf playgroup tomorrow, some Spring themed crafting and preparations for our family Spring Equinox celebrations on the 20th.

Here is picture for thought I am sharing...

The Daybook is hosted by the Simple Woman here

Mummy Made

2011-03-09T09:25:00.003Z

I finally made an item of clothing for Abigail

Floral Trousers!!

I used an old pillowcase and followed Soule Mama's suggestion of using an existing pair of trousers as a template.

At Waldorf playgroup last week we made bird nest suppliers

This conincided with the new story the group leader told at circle time.

And I finally finished my first puppet.

Abigail really likes her, and has been proudly telling people "Mummy made"

Sundown Adventureland.

2011-03-01T15:48:00.000Z

James and I both love theme parks. (We went to Disneyland Paris for our Honeymoon) Our local Surestart Centre arranged a subsidised trip to Sundown Adventureland for just before Christmas but it had to be postponed because of the snow. It was rearranged for Saturday, which rather nicely was also James' birthday.

It was a bit of a damp day but that didn't stop us enjoying ourselves. I think Abigail wasn't overly keen on the animatronic animals and seemed a little over whelmed to begin with, but we found some great play areas and things to explore between the rides.

Catching Up

2011-02-28T11:36:00.006Z

A drawn out sinus headache kept me off the computer for nearly a week, and over the last few days we have been preparing for James birthday.

But we have been busy as always. And now I'm trying to catch up. Bright, sunny days between the wet and dreary ones have lured us into the garden to start tidying up after the Winter and to start the Spring planting.

A friend of the family gave Abigail an Aquadraw that their daughter had grown out of. I admit Disney Princess Pink wouldn't have been my first choice, but she has a lot of fun and I don't have to worry that the walls/books/floor will get drawn on when I'm not looking.

We attempted to make a wind wand, one particuarly dank afternoon. Abigail was fascinated by the ribbons, declared them all to be "P'eeties" and tried to wear them all.

And while I'm not overly pleased with how it turned out, the wind wand does seem popular, especially when doubled with a poi.

Oh how busy we have been.

2011-02-16T22:54:00.000Z

A combination of no longer worrying about going to work and finally starting to attend the local Waldorf playgroup is really lifting my spirits and inspiring me.

I have been crafting more, I've been encouraged to let Abigail craft more, the main areas of the house are more livable and our rhythm is finally starting to fall into place.

(Salt Dough Hearts for Valentine's Day)

(Candle Holder for our meal time candle)

Our still slightly bare nature corner. Origami from James. Salt Dough heart from Abigail. Snowdrop fairy is based on the pattern from Feltcraft. The poor unfinished snowman is waiting for a black felt hat and eyes)

Life is not all perfect and beautiful, it doesn't always go as planned but it's better.

-- This Moment --

2011-02-11T09:41:00.004Z

Imbolc - Fresh Shoots

2011-02-02T21:14:00.006Z

The last week or so have been so much more dealable with. It's like my brain knows Spring is on the way.

Yesterday I finally managed to take Abigail to the Parent and Toddler group at the local Waldorf school. It was truly wonderful, such a lovely calm atmosphere. All wooden toys, soft pictures, felted wool puppets, a nature table, child sized beds in the corner.

The group leader sang as she did things, like washing the children's hands or preparing the fruit.

I could write so much more, it was really everything I had hoped. As long as we can afford it Abigail and I will continue to go.

And onto today.

We started the day by turning the Goddess wheel and reading the next chapter of Luna Moon Hare.

'Celerbrating the Great Mother...' suggested making the celebratory candles for the year but I'm not sure Abigail is ready for hot wax just yet.

Instead we drew on grease proof paper and made 'stained glass' candle holders.

After lunch we played with salt dough.

Abigail discovered that no matter how many times she tried it, it always tasted bad!

A few items were made, including a new candle holder for our meal time candle and some decorations for Valentine's day.

Once all the dough was used up and in a low heat oven to dry, it was time to wash up.

She played with the water and the cookie cutters until the bubbles were long gone and the water was cold.

A wander around the garden to look for signs of Spring rounded off a lovely day.

Aurora Illuminations

2011-01-30T13:24:00.000Z

The Winter Illuminations at Rufford Abbey were cancelled in December because of the snow and was rescheduled for this weekend, so we wrapped up warm, packed a flask into the car and headed over.

Playing with my camera on the way there.

The Abbey looking majestic.

Wrong setting on the camera but I like the way it turned out.

The trees were lit up so beautifully. It was a wonderful way to draw attention to the trees themselves.

Having a rest (It was a little past someone's bedtime)

Another family playing with their shadows.

Another Skill Conquered

2011-01-25T21:18:00.004Z

I'll let the pictures speak for themselves...

Den

2011-01-24T20:54:00.003Z

After a horrible trip to the supermarket that left me shouty and cranky, and vowing to only shop online in future. I decided the planned tasks for the afternoon could wait and an afternoon of serious play was needed.

A kitchen chair and a duvet cover later...

She absolutely loved it.

We had 'tea and cakes', cooked, put babies to bed, read stories and snuggled under duvets.

It made the day a whole lot nicer for both of us.

It's just a cupboard...

2011-01-21T22:28:00.004Z

It's not very attractive at the moment, the paint job is bad. The doors need shoving really hard to close and the drawers stick. I'm pretty sure it's been used in a garage or shed for a while.

But it was what we really wanted. We've been talking about getting something like this for a while. It holds all of our DVDs in a way that small hands can't get to and we don't have the visual clutter. James has a drawer for all of his craft stuff, the other drawer holds a few favourite board games and playing cards. The lego collection is now more accessible, which also means there is more room in my craft cupboard.

The top surface is a great size. I hope it will eventually be a season table and family altar.

And it only cost us £10. I just love Mary Magdelines charity shop.

The combination of a new "organisational unit" and this inspiring post from Sarah has prompted a big sort out. Yule and Christmas has added a lot more toys and books to our home. It's time to simplify and declutter big time.

I'm starting with the living room as that is where we all spend most of our time and work out from there.

Finding Our Normal

2011-01-20T21:17:00.005Z

Since December at least one member of our household has been ill. Mostly Abigail but James and I have had our fair share.

And even though there is still lingering coughs, the days are getting brighter and it's starting to feel like things are settling down again.

The outside has been explored while Mumma tidies.

G & D visited with their new camper van 'Freya'

There has been a lot of napping

We've eaten some reasonably healthy meals (love wholemeal dumplings)

Some not so healthy meals (also love spelt flour pancakes)

I completed and sent off my first ever commission

And a good friend has lent us his car until we can get ours replaced, so we've been able to get out and about.

Abigail telling me about the ducks in the 'bath'

I've got Abigail some Echinacea, I've stocked up on honey and I'm going to make a fresh batch of Elderberry syrup tomorrow. Fingers crossed we'll all be fighting fit again soon.

Keeping her close

2011-01-06T03:53:00.000Z

New Years Eve passed with a comfortable familiarity. G & D came over again as it was also D's birthday. We ate beef stew & dumplings, played card games and watched rubbish TV.

On New Years day Abigail had another fit, so once again we were in an ambulance and of to the local emergency department. She was diagnosed with tonsillitis this time and we were released with more antibiotics. Another fit followed in the early hours of the morning although this time the paramedics didn't feel we'd benefit from another trip to the hospital.

We'd started to notice a pattern, each time she was either asleep or falling asleep. On Sunday evening we were struggling to keep her temperature down. James rang NHS direct. The local emergency doctors rang us back and advised we go back to A&E.

We were kept in for a while, with regular temperature checks and a visit from a lovely doctor named 'Doctor Helen' The advice was to keep her as cool as possible, even if it seemed cruel and to alternate between paracetamol and ibuprofen.

The last few days have really been spent going against all my instincts, more medication than I would like, the heating has been off, windows left open and the fan was pulled out of the loft. Abigail has worn little more than a nappy and has slept under a thin sheet without cuddles and away from body heat.

Thankfully it appears to have paid off. There have been no more fits and her body temperature seems to have stabilised. We are gradually introducing warmth again, starting with clothes and bedding.

Needless to say there has been little time for anything else, She has barely been out of my sight, there has been no housework or computer time, I'm not certain where my camera is and I haven't picked up any of the books I got for Christmas.

I'm taking full advantage of my new phone now however, using that to update now, adding my favourite blogs to an RSS reader, creating To-Do lists and following the news, all so I can be quietly by her side while she sleeps. Because right now that seems to be the most important thing.

Our Christmas

2010-12-26T23:24:00.005Z

Christmas Dress from Susumama

Our Christmas Display

Bunting

Dinner table display, with the last of our advent candle.

Wonderful dinner made by James

Homemade mincepies. From homemade mincemeat and pastry.

Present from Mumma and Daddy

Rocking the dolls to sleep while singing "Baby...Mumma..." ("Hush little Baby")

Present from my cousin

Mumma-made felt goodies

Cooking with presents from all over the family

Winter Solstice

2010-12-21T23:00:00.003Z

Well, our day didn't go as planned (when does it ever) as at about 1am Abigail had a Febrile Convulsion. Completely terrified we called an ambulance and we were taken to the local emergancy department.

Once she had come round and settled down, Abigail was mostly fine. She played with all the toys and dragged either James or I to see the fish tank or Christmas tree.

It turns out she has an ear infection which is what caused the fever.

Anyway, we got home at about 6am and therefore slept a good part of the day away. Abigail and I did manage a simple celebration though.

Table decoration. Including our Advent candle.

We turned the Goddess wheel to reflect the changing season.

We read the first chapter of Luna Moon Hare by Wendy Andrews

The book is exactly what I wanted. Perfect for the pagan wheel of the year.

Solstice gifts. Baubles for James and Abigail.

Abigail enjoying her new book Tomten.

Gone but not Forgotten

2010-12-19T19:57:00.001Z

In Loving Memory of my Mum, taken from us 23 years ago today.

Love You Always

And we shall have snow...

2010-12-01T22:27:00.005Z

And...

The Winter edition of Rhythm of the Home is now online. Lots of wonderful inspiring articles to snuggle up and enjoy.

And one from me...

Silent Sunday

2010-11-28T11:52:00.000Z

Another Mile Travelled

2010-11-27T11:11:00.001Z

And on the way we have...

played with ponds at the Children's Centre

Helped friends celebrate their marriage

Gave them a simple handmade gift

Set aside the need for symmetry and patterns and let Abigail pick the beads to make a 'Peety'

And tried a new technique for card making

Keeping my Promises

2010-11-26T10:56:00.002Z

The Robert Frost quote from my previous post has become something of a mantra to me at the moment.

It would be so easy for me right now to let myself get lost in the woods, but when I became a wife and when I became a mother I made promises to two very important people and I intend to keep them.

And so we travel the miles together.

And miles to go before I sleep

2010-11-19T01:18:00.001Z

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening
Robert Frost

Feeling 'In-Between'

2010-11-14T20:58:00.003Z

I'm still signed off work and one of my medications has been upped.

I'm still struggling to keep up with the housework and sleeping far too much. I have the best of intentions, but like the pile of craft projects in my basket, they never see completion.

I want to write interesting posts, upload pretty pictures, maybe even be insightful but instead I'm watching the TV again and half heartedly sewing.

I miss the organised version of myself and I use the word 'I' far too much.

Busy Days (Thursday - Sunday)

2010-11-07T22:44:00.003Z

A trip to Scarthin Books

Watched ducks & swans

Explored the beautiful Derbyshire countryside

Admired trees growing out of cliffs

Counted faces in the cliffs

Watched fireworks...

...from a safe distance

Helped celebrate some big birthdays

Practiced Balancing

And played with toys that Mummy and her cousins played with when they were little.

Happy 60th Birthday Dad

2010-11-03T22:59:00.002Z

You were a year younger than I am now when that photo was taken, and how we've all changed!

We've been through some tough times together and you've and to shoulder the responsibilities of two parents for such a long time.

You are an amazing man and I know that I wouldn't be where I am today without you.

Proud Mama

2010-11-02T22:50:00.002Z

Drawing, Colouring, mark making ...whatever you want to call it, has not been a frequent activity in our house. Abigail was much more interested in biting the crayons, stacking them back into the tin, carrying them about the room and swapping them with me.

I decided we weren't ready and left it at that.

However, I noticed a few clues in the last couple of weeks. She picked up a pen at the Children's centre and started to scribble on the signing in sheet. She found my phone stylus and started 'writing' on the radiator and door frame with it. She seemed interested when the paint brush left a mark on the bench, the stones, the floor or Mummy's arm at the last 'Outdoor Adventurers' session.

I took a cue from 'Heaven on Earth' and modeled the action. I sat next to her and scribbled on paper, not drawing anything as such, just putting coloured marks on paper.

And she copied me. I was so happy. We still swapped crayons and I still had to extract them from her mouth, but we have real drawings. Other than me drawing round her hand and writing the date, every single line and swirl is hers.

And even when she got carried away and her lines left the paper and went onto the table, I couldn't complain, she was so enthusiastic about it. Like the finger prints on the mirror, I'll leave them for a while, they'll wear away eventually and in the meantime they'll make me smile.

Our Samhain

2010-10-31T22:17:00.002Z

Table Decorations

Leek & Potato Soup & Spelt Rolls

Last of the tomatoes

Jack O'Lanterns

Little Trick or Treater

Feasting

Samhain Fire

Recent Realisations

2010-10-25T20:29:00.003+01:00

- Abigail can walk really far. A lot further than I expected. This is good. Armed with my wheeled shopping bag and the mei tai we got as far as the post office (normally a 15 minute walk) before she started to flag.

- Sooner or later, whatever random thing I'm after will turn up in a charity shop. For example, James wanted a meat mincer. And today I found one in the local charity shop.

- I didn't have plastic plates as a child. I had my own set of crockery. As did my sister (born seven years later) In fact the only plastic ware I remember is beakers at my Grandma's house. Abigail can eat from a proper plate no problem. She doesn't immediatly throw it on the floor or cause it damage. I grabbed a couple of cheap second hand ones and the plastic ones we've been using can find a non-food based purpose.

-- This Moment --

2010-10-22T22:14:00.001+01:00

It's been a day for...

2010-10-21T21:46:00.004+01:00

Ginger and Lemon tea to ease a sore throat

Great finds in the charity shop

Plain home cooked dinners on proper plates

Simple healing for both of us

The little things I want to remember

2010-10-20T21:38:00.003+01:00

- Because she won't rip the pages in books forever and the tantrums too will (hopefully) pass.

- Abigail is still obsessed with shoes ("oooofs") and will point them out at every oppurtunity. This afternoon she delightedly cried "OOOOFS", grabbed her doll and stood her up in one of her Dad's boots.

- She will pick up every cuddly toy out of the basket, hug it enthusiastically then throw it onto the floor.

- She has almost got the hang of the threading beads. If the lace won't go into the hole, she will wet the end with her lips in the same way I do when I'm threading a needle.

- Every box, large basket and even the potty is a vehicle. She sits in or on it and 'Brums' loudly.

- She also 'brums' when playing with her ride on car or the trike at playgroup.

- If she sees a motorcycle helmet, she taps her head. She also does this if she sees a picture of someone on a motorbike without a helmet on. Oh and she loves motorbikes, every time she sees one she tells me.

- Even with the occasional ripped page, she loves to be read to. Sometimes the same story over and over, sometimes she just likes to skip ahead to her favourite part. Often now I'll turn around and she has sat herself on the sofa or her little chair and be quietly looking through a book.

- Other than when she is reading she is rarely still or quiet. She moves about with great purpose, chattering away. Sometimes she uses words I recognise, other times it sounds like a whole sentance in another language.

- No matter what the music, she will dance. A lovely little bobbing, head swaying kind of dance. A mobile phone rings, she dances. A car passes with stereo blasting, she dances.

- If something gets broken or damaged she hands it to me and tells me 'Bo-bo'

- She has 'invented' a magic trick. She puts a ball inside a beaker, says 'Gone' then pulls it back out and says 'Ta-da'

Leaves and Paint and Swings...Oh My!!

2010-10-17T20:02:00.002+01:00

We've had some steady paced but fun days this weekend.

Friday was Outdoor Adventurers and the activity this week was making bird feeders. It amuses me that the Mums seemed more interested than the kids. They come over and help for a minute or two then wander off to dig in the mud or climb the hills. It was the same last week with the wind chimes.

Abigail did enjoy mixing the ingredients and playing with the scissors though.

Treasure hunting in the stone paths

Once I'd made enough bird feeders, I managed to encourage Abigail over to the painting area. She squidged her hands in the paint while I 'tried different painting tools' like conkers and feathers. We got some nice hand prints as well but Abigail was more interested in painting the floor, the bench, the mud...

Still, we both had fun in our own ways and Abigail walked all the way home except for crossing the roads!

On Saturday, on the way home from Play group we called into an Autumn Fair at the local school. The activities were for older children, so not much for Abigail to do, but I did manage to grab some locally made jam and lemon curd on our way out.

After lunch my Sister came over, so we all walked to the local park to collect leaves and have a bit of a play.

She looks so tall

Today we've pottered about, played in the garden, done a little cleaning and a lot of laundry. Abigail and I both took a long nap in the middle of the day which was lovely.

We (I) stuck some of our collected leaves onto our painting. We'd collected so many leaves that I let Abigail loose with the glue and then stuck the rest on other pieces of paper.

Outdoor Play and More Charity Shop Love

2010-10-14T20:48:00.004+01:00

Abigail is saying enough now for me to not need to put words into her mouth, but really with this sequence of events, I couldn't resist...

(Click the image for Full Size Version)

And two recent charity shop finds.

A fabulous cotton double sheet and pair of pillowcases. The sheet I plan on turning into another cover for Abigail's quilt, the remainder into a peg bag. One pillowcase may very well become a dress for her next summer and the other would make a wonderful half size apron.

I'm not sure if it's really vintage or a reproduction. Either way I love it!!

A gorgeous hand made baby quilt. It has a label on it saying it was made for Project Linus.

I don't know why it ended up in our local charity shop, but I couldn't resist it. Abigail fell in love with it when she saw it and has taken to covering herself with it randomly. I think I'll add it to our pile of wrappings and coverings for about the house when it gets cold.

I've also decided to make a donation to the charity as we have benefited from someone elses generosity

Autumn Sights

2010-10-11T20:20:00.004+01:00

Yesterday I realised that I haven't taken any photos for ages and that is never a good sign.

The bright sunshine made it seem like a 'Doing' kind of day so I kept my camera with me.

Daily Doses of home made Elderberry Syrup

Our New Tree. (Abigail keeps patting it, saying 'Chee...Aaaah')

Bathing Amelia

Drying Amelia

Important Sweeping

Knitwear washed, dried and ready for the colder days

The new Green Man that James bought for the house

Tie Dying some very plain things and a banana stained top into something a bit more interesting.

I'm not full of beans but I'm must be improving, as I've started the other half of Abigail's pixie costume.

I'm hoping to get the house tidied up for Samhain. Having everything "Spick and Span" for the start of the New Year seems to make a lot of sense.

---

A well thought out and easy to read piece at Moon and Shadow about Samhain

I should have known...

2010-10-09T13:42:00.002+01:00

The last couple of weeks have been those sorts of weeks.

Getting out of bed has been a real struggle. The house is an absolute bombsite. No commenting or blogging, I've been in denial of the concept of time and budgeting, ignoring things like due dates on Library books or dates to send birthday packages.

I haven't read a single book (except to Abigail) or crafted or baked.

Once Abigail has gone to bed, on goes the TV and out comes the junk food.

Then I got sent home from work as I could not sign into my phone and instead spent an hour staring out of the window.

Back to the Doctors and a change in medication.

I'm still not feeling right, but I have sewn a couple of things and I've managed to make Abigail's room look lovely. (Damn shame, there's still no room for the cot in there though :P)

I don't think the state of the house or the lack of Mummy Activity is helping but I'm still waiting for that magic amount of inclination.

And in the mean time, I'll sew while eating junk food and watching TV.

Tentatively finding a rhythm

2010-09-24T13:49:00.000+01:00

After my recent post, I have re-read posts by Arwen Tiw and Joxy on how they work with a rhythm in their daily lives. Crooked Moon Mama posted about her circle time (which includes some beautiful verses) and Rhythm of the Home always has some helpful articles.

I'm adding things slowly, as I am trying to find my own balance with being back at work and I don't want to burn out.

The first situation that needed dealing with was mealtimes. I now write the menu so that Abigail and I are eating the same thing, even if James is having something different.

Main meals are at least partially pre-prepared so I'm not trying to cook a proper meal with her in the kitchen or relying on convinence food when I can't be bothered.

On days I am at work, I eat a packed lunch on the bus, so I'm hungry by tea time and Abigail and I can eat tea together. Whoever is at home will also eat lunch and breakfast together. Abigail loves to eat the same food as other people and seems to enjoy the table conversations.

After tea I am trying to get us out in the back garden for a play, then bath and the bedtime routine. (Goddess Protection chant while getting into PJs, milk and a chapter from our current book then sleep)

Sharing books during the day is easy as Abigail is currently loving books. For me the main thing is making sure I am present and available to read with her and I don't get frustrated when I have to read the same story over and over or she won't let me finish one book before climbing down and fetching another. Setting aside time to do that each day, possibly before tea time is my aim.

I don't want to overwhelm our days with too much just yet, but I would like to introduce some kind of singing or poem time. Again we often sing as we go about our day but I would like to have a dedicated time, even if we just bang the drums while singing 'Twinkle Twinkle'.

I'm finding the weekly rhythm a little harder to figure. James' days off vary from week to week so when we are both off we will often go out or end up doing to big house job while Abigail is entertained in the living room by her Grandparents. Admittedly set activities like Outdoor adventurers and the Saturday playgroup are once a week, every week but setting a day to perform the same tasks or eat a certain type of food just seems overwhelming.

I'm probably over thinking it to be honest. But I would love for us to craft together more often, to visit the local woods more often and eventually to start preparing food together, but still give Abigail plenty of time to play and just to be.

The pleasant land of counterpane.

2010-09-22T20:40:00.005+01:00

So the cold that was irritating me this morning had turned into full blown congestion and sinus pain by the time I got home from work.

I realised that today was not a day to do anything major so after rather haphazardly putting a vegetable stew together I sat on the sofa with Abigail. I started to drift off almost immediately and she quietly sat snuggled against me flicking through her favourite book.

A loud, rather snuffly snore alerted me to the fact that she'd fallen asleep as well, so I carried her and dragged myself off to bed.

We both slept for over an hour, than we went back downstairs for big drinks of water and to find some tissues. I made dumplings for the stew and about 20 minutes later we tucked in.

Abigail was already yawning again by the time we were finished, so I ran a warm bath with a smidge of lavender oil and we both lounged for a bit until the water started to get cold.

Into PJs and armed with a pile of books, her favourite cuddlies, warm milk for Abigail and Ginger green tea for me, we settled into bed.

I wasn't expecting Abigail to go straight to sleep so we piled under the duvet, read, sang and cuddled until she could barely keep her eyes open. She settled down so easily, even with a runny nose, a tickly cough and a sore face. She just seemed content to have me there and with her.

And while the house is still a mess, I didn't pick up my prescription or get to the post office and I haven't done any baking for tomorrow. I don't mind.

So once I've renewed my library books I'm going to grab Celebrating the Great Mother and head back to The Land of Counterpane

The problems with wearing Pentagrams

2010-09-22T10:29:00.006+01:00

I got an invite on Facebook a short time ago for a worldwide event called "Wear a Pentagram to Work Day", which is today.

I am wearing a pentagram at work today, but then I always do. My charm bracelet has a pentagram on it, as well as an oak leaf, a horse, a sword, a wolf howling at the moon, a butterfly, a book and a Pirates of the Caribbean charm which reads 'A Pirates Life for Me'

Also, before my hands swelled up in pregnancy I also had a tiny pentagram ring.

In all honesty in the 8 odd years that I've worked here only one person has commented on it and that was because she was a Pagan as well.

So why do I wear it? Well for me it is a symbol of my beliefs, it represents the four elements (Earth, Air, Fire and Water) with the fifth point representing Spirit. Enclosed in a circle with the single point upwards it shows spirits dominance over the material world. That is how I think of it. But like all the charms on my bracelet it represents only part of me and is not my whole being.

It makes me feel quite sad that in this day and age people still can't wear a symbol of their beliefs without fear. That people who practice Wicca or other Neo Pagan religions have to hide away jewellery and tattoos so they can go to school or work without being accused of using 'Dark Magick' or being called a Satanist when they aren't one.

The Pentagram has been given a bad reputation, but just five minutes of Googleing tells me that the symbol has been around for centuries. The Sumerians used it as a pictogram. It is used in Taoism to represent the five elements. The Mediaeval Christians saw it as representative the five wounds of Christ and used it as protection against Witchcraft and the Devil, although as the symbol became associated with Satanism this practice was stopped.

Whatever a person's beliefs, they should have a right to wear a symbol of that religion, be it an item of clothing or a piece of jewellery, as long as does not interfere with their work or harm another individual.

Personally, I would defend the right of the Christian air steward to wear a cross as much as I would defend a Satanist's right to wear the Sigil of Baphomet

I hope that the event is successful in raising awareness and does not become twisted into something it is not. Pentagrams are not evil, they will not turn you to the Devil if you see one. A person wearing one is not planning to use you in a human sacrifice.

Ignore what Hollywood and TV writers have to say. Wear your religious symbols, whatever they may be, with pride.

-- For the record I do not consider myself Wiccan or use any label other than Pagan. The path I walk is my own and is of an earth based spirituality.

Charity Shop Love

2010-09-21T10:57:00.004+01:00

In recent years I have developed a real love for charity shops. I'm very lucky, there is one within walking distance and plenty more on the bus route.

I always carry a BOLO (Be On the Look Out for) list of things I am after. At the moment it includes bigger clothing for Abigail (actually, that's always there) winter wear for me and new or nearly new items for the gift box.

Recently I've been able to cross off a small stainless steel pan to use for craft items. (No putting off a project because the small pan needs washing) and stainless steel bowls for short term food storage. (Reducing the number of plastic containers and they are safe for Abigail to handle)

As for Abigail's wardrobe, I've just added

This cardigan, which I'm pretty sure is handmade.

another long sleeved t-shirt.

And these gorgeous trousers. Ok so these won't fit until she is 3 - 4 years old but they are Oilily and I had to have them for the price.

And just because, I also got a Holly Hobbie hand towel, which I will probably turn into a wall hanging. Because I love Holly Hobbie.

Yup, I love charity shop shopping. Especially when all of this cost in total, less than £10.

Now I just need to work on the one in, one out rule.

Outdoor Adventurers

2010-09-20T12:11:00.005+01:00

A new school term means new regular activites at our local Children's Centre. One session we attended I realised pretty quickly wasn't for us so we won't be doing it again, the other one however I am so excited about.

Every Friday afternoon is Outdoor Adventurers. As soon as I saw the handout I was practically bouncing.

"...whatever the weather we will be outside...Rain suits can be provided if needed..."

The list of activities is brilliant; den building, bread making, pony walks, making bird feeders... even Halloween activities.

Each session is held in the sensory garden which is shared with the local Primary school. I love that space. Paths sectioned into different textures, hills and dips to roll on and hide in, tree stump seats, a willow den and some well established trees which provide plenty of shade.

The first session included name necklace making, tree stump rubbing (which I was far more interested in than Abigail) and a treasure hunt. Abigail was in her element, armed with a little bucket, she was collecting stones, leaves, the plastic 'treasure', wax crayons, sellotape, bits of paper. It's all treasure to her.

I'm glad this session has been added to the rotation and I hope it remains successful so that it continues.

Yes, I got far too into the tree rubbing

Sewing on Sundays

2010-09-19T09:04:00.002+01:00

I hate working on Sundays. I hate having to get out of bed before 7am. I hate the fact James has to get up as well to give me a lift to work as there are no buses at that time. I hate leaving Abigail for such a long time. I hate not knowing anyone and the most conversation I have is with the customers.

But...Sundays at work are the only time I am sat in one place (excluding breaks and toilet visits) for seven hours.

We are not allowed to read at our desks, or have anything made of paper on the desks at all. No mobile phones either and while I do have internet access, I don't want to look at a computer for that long.

So, I sew. Birthday crowns are finished. Celebration bunting is sewn up. Small repairs are completed. Other projects are started and finished over two or three Sundays.

And this is good, because while I can sew while Abigail is playing, I can never get fully into it. And once she is asleep, I'm usually baking and cleaning.

So while I hate being here and everything about it, I am trying not to think of it as work and more as time to sew. And that's not so bad.

;p

-- This Moment --

2010-09-17T16:13:00.000+01:00

A nip in the air

2010-09-16T21:46:00.003+01:00

Dodging the rain showers and wrapped up against the wind, we've been enjoying as much time in the garden as we can.

Very, very preloved ride-on car

Important plant pot sorting

And sewing projects in time for winter

And although I am the world's worst gardener, I'm delighted that nature always finds a way.

My poor neglected tomato plants

The roses planted by the previous owners, that every year I am convinced that I've killed

Sleeping Arrangements & Bedtimes (Ramblings)

2010-09-13T10:02:00.004+01:00

Since Abigail was born she has spent (almost) every night in the room with me.

The second night in the hospital was tricky and the nurses insisted on taking her into the nursery so I could get some sleep. It must have been quite amusing to watch my stagger, half bent over, clutching my stomach, from my room, up the ward to the nursery as I couldn't bear to be away from her.

Since she has come home, nights have mostly been spent in our room. First in a carry cot type thing and some nights laid on me, her head tucked under my chin. If I hadn't been so terrified that I'd smother her due to NHS 'information' I wouldn't have felt so guilty about that and we probably would have got more sleep more often. (We might have also figured out the breast feeding thing a bit better but that's a lesson for me)

Once she out grew the carry cot, I managed to convince James to put the cot at the side of the bed. She still sleeps there now, although most nights she does end up in our bed.

As any parent who has shared a bed with a toddler will know, she has a tendency to take up more room than the James and I, so to give me a bit more room, there is now an under bed box, piled with cushions to bridge the 8 inch gap between the bed and the cot.

(I am going somewhere with this :D )

On the odd night when she doesn't fall asleep straight away, I will stay in the room with her, laid on the bed, eyes closed as she potters about the cot, looks out of the window and rearranges her toys.

Sometimes I power nap, sometimes I write mental lists, sometimes I actually fall into a full sleep and wake up when James gets home at 11.30pm.

She knows that I am there if she needs me, but I'm not interacting or encouraging her to stay awake. She normally falls asleep within about 30 minutes. If she's really struggling to settle, I'll lay her on the bed next to me, she'll fidget for a bit but usually she's out in about 15 minutes, then I'll put her in the cot.

Last night was one of those nights. One minute she is chattering away to Amelia and Jolly Tall. The next, there is a thump and a wail. She had managed to lean out of the cot so far that she fell out. Fortunately the cushions broke her fall and she managed to land on her bottom.

(I honestly have no idea how, I had my eyes shut)

This has made me realise the following

A) The cot base needs lowering. I really didn't think it was necessary before last night. Shows how wrong I was.

B) If the cushions hadn't been there she would have landed straight on the floor, possibly on her head or back. Doesn't even bear thinking about.

C) If I hadn't been in the room with her, I may not have realised what had happened. Especially if I had been in the back garden, or downstairs listening to music on my headphones.

D) If I was the kind of parent who let her "Cry It Out", I possibly would have ignored her crying.

I think I was more upset and scared than she was, but honestly I am grateful that I do things the way I do. Any other option doesn't bear thinking about.

And it just reinforces that it is not time to put her in her own room. No matter what other well meaning people may say.

-- This Moment --

2010-09-10T23:36:00.001+01:00

Nine Ladies

2010-09-09T22:56:00.003+01:00

Yesterday's foraging trip was mostly successful. A lot of the blackberries had gone, but there was still loads of elderberries.

This morning, we set off for Derbyshire, starting with a quick visit to my favourite ever bookshop. No books were purchased although I saw a few I would like. We had cake and coffee and Abigail had some wholemeal pizza in the cafe.

We then drove into Matlock Bath, for a bit of a wander and some lunch for James and I.

The sun was very warm, so we didn't stay for too long, as the valley seems to be quite a sun trap.

Back into the car again and onto Stanton in Peak. It is a very beautiful part of the country and the views are breath taking.

We toddled along the foot path...

looked at some more cows...

did some climbing...

stopped to do some drawing...

And eventually reached our destination, the Nine Ladies stone circle.

Abigail walked straight into the circle, looked around a bit then started hugging the stones.

I sat on the outside of the circle for a while, until I felt the need to go and lie down in the middle of it.

It was so peaceful, even with all the foot traffic passing by, and there was the most beautiful oak tree near by.

Whatever the reason for it's construction, the Nine Ladies is amazing to behold.

'A mist rolled in'

2010-09-08T11:12:00.003+01:00

It was lovely travelling to work this morning, a mist clung to the fields as the bus wound it's way up the hill. Autumn is just creeping around the corner.

When I got home yesterday, Abigail was about as cheerful as me. Teething and a cold are never a good combination. As soon as I walked through the door, all I got was her tapping her head (Helmet or Hat) and "Bi, Bi" (Bike)

Once James had left for work, we headed out on the bicycle and in the end we were out for about an hour. We rode around some of the back lanes, saw some cows which Abigail greeted with "Baa", (!!) found a plentiful supply of black berries and elderberries (which will hopefully still be there when I go back today) and generally blew the cobwebs aways.

We had warming lentil bolognaise for our tea, then straight into the bath for Abigail as she had managed to get sauce everywhere.

I had another go at making Roman style bread with spelt flour, I'm not sure I'm getting it right as it's still not rising very much, regardless it's still tasty.

James is off work tomorrow so hopefully we will be able to head out to the Nine Ladies, as I have suddenly got an overwhelming urge to go again.

I'm such a Brave Little Toaster (Ha Ha)

2010-09-07T11:27:00.002+01:00

Well, I'm halfway through my second day at work and thankfully I haven't passed out, cried or killed anyone.

I have to admit though, I am so tired and it was a real effort to get myself out of bed this morning.

I'm hoping I can find some kind of balance again, so I can take care of my family properly, instead of trying to clean the kitchen while Abigail is having her breakfast, or half heartedly putting away toys while glued to the TV.

Aside from a regular bedtime the rest of our days are a big jumble, Abigail does get fed at around the same time each day, whether we eat with her isn't always guaranteed though.

I've been reading a lot about having a Rhythm to the days weeks and years recently, both online and in books. It makes sense. My Dad has always said that "Children need a routine to feel secure" and I agree, although as I understand it, a rhythm is not as strict as a routine.

The year is easiest I think. I already acknowledge the festivals on the wheel of the year and Celebrating the Great Mother has lovely ideas for children for all of the festivals.

The days and the weeks are harder. I know what I would ideally like to incorporate, for example Playing outdoors, going out on the bicycle, visiting other places.

There is also a temptation to cram my days off with activities and trips, especially if they are James days off as well.

Then there is trying to fit in housework, at the moment there is only certain jobs I can do while Abigail is around, hanging up washing is good, food preparation is not so good.

And of course, I need to sleep in this time as well *Grin*

I think I need to sit down, work out everything that needs to be done in a day and a week as well as what I would like to with Abigail and take it from there.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated :D

Work & Baby Cuteness

2010-09-05T23:31:00.003+01:00

Well, back to work tomorrow. Urgh!!

I can't allow myself to take anymore time off, whether my Doctor would sign me off again, whether Occupational Health thinks I'm ready!

Sick pay last month was miniscule and James didn't get his monthly bonus, so we had to do a car boot today to make enough to eat properly for the next couple of weeks.

Thankfully we did earn enough to pay all the bills, I just don't think Abigail would appreciate living on 10p noodles like I did at college.

Anyway, enough doom and gloom. Two little moments of cuteness.

A stray tiny baby bootie was floating around in the living room after I sorted through the baby clothes to find some to sell.

Abigail picked it up this afternoon, examined it, said "oooof" (shoe), frowned, looked at again and said "ock" (sock) then smiled up at me as if to say, 'Ha, you can't fool me!'

---

Two nights ago, Abigail was having trouble getting to sleep.

She was laying next to me on the bed when she started grabbing my face, hard, pulling at my lips and eyelids and scratching my nose.

After repeatedly telling her to please stop and that it hurt Mummy, I was starting to lose my temper so I had to walk out of the room.

She cried for a few moments, then a little voice piped up "Gu Gir" (Good Girl)

My heart melted!

Rhythm of the Home - Autumn Edition

2010-09-01T16:44:00.003+01:00

This evening I am looking forward to a sleeping baby, a cup of Vanilla Rooibos and the autumn edition of my favourite online magazine.

It really is a wonderful mix of crafts, recipes and essays with a Waldorf and Montessori theme, with contributions from bloggers and parents from all over the globe.

Rhythm of the Home are also hosting their Biggest Giveaway Ever!!

There are some fantastic prizes so it's worth heading over and having a look.

How time flies...

2010-08-31T10:12:00.001+01:00

Three Years ago today James and I got married at Bestwood Lodge.

The grooms men wore traditional Scottish outfits and carried swords, the bridesmaids wore black & red and carried daggers.

We used a Celtic wedding vow in place of the more traditional one.

Our first dance was Voltaire's version of Lovesong and our friends were head banging at the reception.

--*--

Two years ago James and I started trying for our first baby, almost 9 months later Abigail arrived. (*Grin* Yup, it was that quick!!)

In all honesty, I think we spent our last anniversary relaxing, Abigail was three months old and we were still very much 'at home'.

<3

--*--

We did the celebrating part of our Anniversary yesterday, starting with muffins for breakfast.

We headed out to the extra Bank Holiday car boot, and seriously, we had the best car boot luck in ages.

Within minutes I had found this jacket for Abigail, which is so soft and snuggly.

On the next row James found a music box moon with books inside.

Within two more rows we found a family selling some pre-loved but almost pristine wooden toys. We got a pull along duck, a shape sorter (much better than her existing one) and a circus set (to stash for an occasion).

We skipped out half a row when I spotted the back of a wooden dolls house. A lovely, very simple design and filled with wooden furniture and a couple of flexible play figures. Some of the furniture needs a little repair work but I wasn't going to complain at the price. (Again, it will be stashed away for now)

Finally we spotted the exact thing James wanted to buy for my anniversary present for a bargain price, so we decided to just skip the rest before our luck ran out.

We drove over to Arnott Hill Park for a picnic...

a bit of a play...

and a wander around the duck pond...

We called in to see S & C and met their new chickens. One lays blue eggs apparently!!

A visit to our in-laws lasted the rest of the afternoon as it often does. Motorbikes were tinkered with, coffee was consumed in vast quantities, my nephews arrived with their new hamster, then the younger one described everything about his 'motorbike' in minute detail. The little girl from next door came around as well and Abigail took great delight in leading her around to examine things.

And finally my anniversary present was fitted...

We both love it, so now I just need to get us helmets then we can go for a proper ride.

The love of my life, enjoying two of his presents. A 'Punisher' T-Shirt and a bottle of Tru: Blood

Cozy at Home

2010-08-30T21:21:00.003+01:00

Once we were back from Saturday play group, Abigail and I spent the rest of the weekend at home, wrapped up and keeping cozy.

New Touchy-Feely books from the Charity Shop for my animal loving girl.

Knitted Slippers keeping little toes toasty

Crazy Dressing Up
(One of James old work lanyards, and I think the basket thing is acting as motorbike helmet, just like Daddy's!!)

Looking forward to my favourite season

...and any excuse to wear my favourite socks

Home made mini Pizzas for dinner

And rhubarb crumble for supper.

Watching the washing flapping crazily in the wind.

Home made healing salve.
(My hands love it, as does Abigail's Bottom)
(Lavender, Calendula and Chamomile stewed in Sweet Almond Oil, then strained and Beeswax added)

-- This Moment --

2010-08-27T19:54:00.002+01:00

Sighs

2010-08-25T21:05:00.002+01:00

I was going to post a picture of the amazing beautiful full moon last night but I can't find my camera lead!!

Things keep disappearing recently, it's getting a little bit frustrating. I think it's a sign the house is too cluttered & messy and I should stop procrastinating and sort it out.

In other more fun news, I have just ordered Abigail's Halloween/Samhain costume, a Yule dress and some play clothes from Su Su Mama, a site recommended by Joxy.

I'm really looking forward to them arriving. I just wish their adult clothes ran a little bigger, they really do have some lovely things.

A walk to the Post Box

2010-08-24T19:45:00.002+01:00

To the little girl who enthusiastically says "ooooofs" every time she sees her shoes...

To the tiny chubby fingers that held tightly onto mine as we walked...

To the face that turned and hid on my leg when it got too windy...

To the curious hand that needed to feel every hedge, every lamp post, every fence...

To the sharp ears that pick up even the faintest bark...

To the delighted grin and voice proclaiming "Gog...Uuuuf"...

To the curly haired head that swayed in time with the trees in the wind...

To the cheery soul that smiled and waved at every passer by...

To the warm head that rested on my shoulder when the walking became too much...

To my amazing, beautiful little girl, who can make the most ordinary activities into something wonderful.

I Love You

A Lovely Big Parcel

2010-08-18T12:20:00.000+01:00

One thing I'm finding tricky is that occasionaly being frugal and being earth friendly don't always match up.

In some cases it's very easy to cover both, for example using washable nappies, then in other cases it's hard to justify organic, wholemeal flour when the cheap supermarket version is half the price for twice the quantity.

In trying to find the balance for a healthy, sustainable but easy to afford lifestyle I compromised with myself.

Instead of using my tiny wage packet on these items, I can only spend money I make from selling other items. Therefore I'm decluttering as well.

I recently sold some bigger items on eBay, so I could order a lot of the things I've been after for a while. Yesterday, this order arrived from Holos Foods

It's a lovely site with a brilliant range and I like their policies on pricing, delivery and sourcing products. They even sent a fridge magnet and free tea samples in the box. I shall be ordering from them again.

Work

2010-08-17T16:15:00.002+01:00

Well, I was supposed to start back yesterday. James drove me there, I walked into the building, eventually found a seat, sat down and realised that there was no way I could handle it there.

One of the team leaders sent me home, as I was just sat there bawling my eyes out.

I've been signed off for another week.

I'm not sure what I am going to do. Working does not feel right at the moment. I have a job, the most important job in the world and I feel like I'm not doing that brilliantly.

I know how I want things to be, and that doesn't include a job which I hate and goes against my morals.

I just wish we could afford for me not to work at all.

101 Things - 42 Have a meat free weekend

2010-08-16T11:18:00.002+01:00

James being away seemed like the perfect opportunity for me to try a meat free weekend.

With a bit of pre-preparation and some fantastic recipes from Veggie Food for kids Abigail and I were completely meat free (I hesitate to say vegetarian as there was eggs and cheese in our diet)

Friday

Porridge

Vegetable Stew and pancakes (at my Mother-In-Laws)

Cowboy Beans and bread rounds

Saturday

Scones

Quick Snacks - home made bread sticks & cheese straws (We were late back from playgroup)

Lentil Bolognaise

Sunday

Toast (lazy me. I had a lie in)

Big Bean Burgers

Macaroni & Cheese

It's definantly something I would like to do more of, on days when it is just Abigail and I. Even though it required more preparation time, I think it was worth it as it was cheaper and in most cases healthier.

And when she's happy with what's she's eating...

And I know what's in it and that it's healthy, then I'm happy.

Saturday Night

2010-08-15T11:02:00.003+01:00

Last night some of the wives and girlfriends of the blokes who went to Bulldog this weekend came around for a bit of a girl's night.

It turned into a bit of an impromotu craft session, A was knitting, N was beading and I was sewing.

We also discussed N's small business plan and gave some (hopefully) helpful advice.

It was really lovely to sit there in a comfy space, with tea, coffee and cheese cake (Yum!!) and have a proper catch up.

And I finally got around to upcycling some cotton doilies into beaded bowl and jug covers.

We all agreed that it needs to be more of a regular thing, after all the blokes have the bikes and poker.

A new life in the world

2010-08-14T09:36:00.002+01:00

Congratulations to J & P. I have seen a teeny photo on Facebook so I know E is Earthside.

Blessings to all of them.

I hope I get to see more photos and hear more about him when the family is ready.

What We Did...

2010-08-13T10:21:00.001+01:00

OK, I never intended to not blog for nearly a month.

I think between adjusting to the new medication, being off work and dreading going back and other inner battles, writing about my days just didn't seem important.

But we have still done stuff and as this is a record for Abigail as much as anything I am jumping back into this journaling business with a massive catch up.

WARNING - If you have arachnophobia this post may be triggering.

Anyway, in the last month we have...

- Visited a very pregnant friend

- ate a picnic in her beautiful garden

- met her guinea pigs and " 'oofed" at them

- helped a beloved cousin celebrate his birthday

- Played in the sunshine

- helped fix a bicycle

- did some gardening

- Upcycled a pillowcase (more on that soon, hopefully)

- had a girls day out with D at Sherwood Forest. No children, men, pets or cameras.

- Made some new friends at the Children's Centre

- Explored the kitchen

- Finished writing and officially started my "101 things in a 1001 days"

- Sold a lot of stuff at a car boot

- Sold other stuff on eBay and realised that things I put so much value in once mean so little to me now.

- Had some poorly tummies.

- Had some hassles with work

- Took advantage of the intermittent rain to explore an empty park

- Said good bye to James and his friends as they set off for the Bull Dog Bash.

And that brings me up to date, as Abigail and I start our girls weekend.

Current work in progress.

2010-07-17T09:38:00.002+01:00

I love Rhonda-Jean's Live Simply stitchery and I've decided to make one of my own.

Here is my version so far, it is going to be a kind of mish mash of patchwork, applique and embrodiary. I'm interested to see how it turns out but I am enjoying the process as well.

My only rule is I cannot buy any materials to make it, I can only use things that I already have.

Cooking in Pyjamas

2010-07-16T21:24:00.004+01:00

One of the only nice things about James working evenings is I get the house to myself for a bit once Abigail is asleep.

And on nights like tonight when Abigail is sleeping well and I have a bit more energy and a desire to do 'something', cooking in pyjamas happens. (Technically the P.J's aren't necessary but they are comfy. And a comfy cook is a happy cook!!)

Anyway, in a fit of Domestic goddessness this evening I have another Rhubarb and Strawberry crumble in the oven, barley cooked ready for breakfast and apple sauce on the way to go with the barley.

And when that's done and the kitchen is tidy again I shall sew until James comes home and I can go to bed feeling like I've acheived something today.

-- This Moment --

2010-07-16T10:27:00.001+01:00

My favourite newest books

2010-07-15T11:30:00.004+01:00

and all of them recommended by other bloggers. (Sort of)

The first is Heaven on Earth: A Handbook for Parents of Young Children which I first read about on Free Range Family

A lovely Waldorf based parenting book. While a couple of the ideas mentioned don't sit quite right with me, I found that the majority do ring very true, it was a lovely book to read and I find myself dipping into it over and over again.

It has given me lots of ideas for things to do when Abigail is a little older and has firmly entrenched in me the idea of a rhythm to the day and to the week.

Baking Bread With Children" and The Waldorf Kindergarten Snack Book are both listed on Waldorf Mama's book shop.

Both lovely recipe books which have given me some great ideas to try. The bread recipes range from easy to complex (especially to a novice like me) and there are some bread based stories to read to children as well. (Like the Gingerbread Man)

Some of the recipes in the snack book are really portioned for a Kindergarten class, but they are all simple and should be easy to down size.

Finally, Make Your Place: Affordable & Sustainable Nesting Skills which was recommended on Home Baked

A lovely hand written and illustrated book that I read from cover to cover in one sitting. Lots of lovely and simple ideas for natural first aid, cleaning and gardening.

I'm looking forward to trying some of the ideas in it.

Amazing Baby

2010-07-14T19:34:00.003+01:00

Watching a child learn and develop is an amazing experience, Abigail is picking things up so quickly now.

She points to things all the time and says 'dad' which I am assuming means 'that', so I am telling her the names of everything.

Her Grandmother was talking to her today about the thunder, saying "What a loud thunder clap" and Abigail started clapping. She looked so pleased with herself.

Later on as we were emptying the water out of the bath, I said to her "I wonder where it goes" and she did her sign for 'Where is it?' I then said "It goes round and round and down" and she started doing 'Round and Round the garden' on her hand.

It was so cute, and of course prompted me to do the rhyme a few times.

Home Baked Challenge - July.

2010-07-13T10:00:00.002+01:00

When a member of James' family dropped off produce grown in their allotmant, I felt a nudge, reminding me of the Homebaked Challenge for July which is Local Food

Armed with locally produced fruit and flour from a nearby windmill, I set about making a pudding which reminds me of holidays with my Great Aunt & Uncle in Herefordshire.

(I admit I cheated a little, the butter is only British, and the brown sugar, while fair trade is not local at all.)

Not very original I admit, but it was certainly tasty.

The deadline for submission is Sunday 25th July at midnight, so there is still plenty of time to head over to Hannah's beautiful blog and come up with some scumptious ideas of your own.

Sherwood Forest Farm Park

2010-07-12T09:25:00.002+01:00

We couldn't decide what to do last Wednesday, the original plan fell through and neither of us fancied our usual places. James then suggested Sherwood Forest Farm Park. And I'm glad he did.

There was such a variety of animals and birds, including some rare breeds like Water Buffalo. We met a very friendly Shetland Pony and were followed around by some goats.

Around the edge of the site runs Nottinghamshire's only 15" gauge railway, which of course we had to ride on.

There were indoor and outdoor play areas, including one especially for under 5's. I think Abigail enjoyed the flying fox style swing and sand pit the most.

We finished our day with a visit to the tea room for cake (and a scone for Abigail) and hot chocolate.

-- This Moment --

2010-07-09T11:38:00.001+01:00

More Felt Makings

2010-07-08T10:40:00.005+01:00

Right now I love working with felt. It is a lovely, simple medium to create with and I've found it to be quite versatile.

I'm attempting to give more hand made gifts at the moment, here are two things I have made recently, one for my Mother In Law, the other for my cousin's little'un.

Wrist pin cushion

Birthday Crown and Badge

I'm really starting to enjoy sewing in general, but there is something very satisfying about felt.

I can also thoroughly recommend Titchables as a great source of felt. A small home run business, great customer service and also on Etsy.

More Health Stuff

2010-07-06T21:50:00.003+01:00

Things all went a bit wrong on Monday, I'm not going into details but the Doctor has signed me off work for a couple of weeks. As she said "It's the one stressful thing I can take away from you"

She is also pursuing the thyroid situation further, as the fluoxetine doesn't seem to be helping. She has put me on a low dose of thyroid medication and has scheduled another blood test for me on Thursday.

A lot of symptoms fit like fatigue and nervousness, and some don't. However if it is hypothyroidism it means a life time of medication, there is no quick fix.

I'm not sure what to feel.

-- This Moment --

2010-07-02T11:47:00.001+01:00

Outdoor Play

2010-07-01T10:56:00.005+01:00

The warmer weather has drawn us outside almost everyday. This has lead to much exploring, chasing balls and balloons. So many new things to try...

...and so much more laughter.

For Abigail there is no distinction between work and play.

She imitates and learns and loves every minute of it.

And for those moments when our tasks are no fun, there is the important job of stacking plant pots & pan lids.

She has a logic to these things and I mustn't interfere.

(Also, there is a part of me that loves the fact her first unassisted steps were taken in the back garden, barefoot on the grass)

Midsummer Party

2010-06-30T10:22:00.003+01:00

Last Sunday James and I hosted our first barbecue / party in nearly two years.

Even with a week of preparation, which was mostly spent on the garden, We were a little rushed before hand. At one point I was baking with Abigail strapped to my back in the Mei Tai.

It was all worth it though.

It was a beautiful day and we had an excellent turn out (30 odd people I think) even with the football being on.

We put both paddling pools and various toys out for the kids, which proved very popular.

(One of the children who came asked his Mum the next morning if he could go and play at Abigail's house again.)

As well as the usual cakes, I tried out the Toddler Bread stick recipe from Our Waldorf Home

I'm not sure if I got them exactly right, but they were gobbled up, especially the cheesy ones.

I also managed to tweak the Banana Cake recipe from here so it was more palatable but still sugar free. My friend with gestational diabetes seemed to approve.

All in all, a very good day.

Catch Up - Clumber Park

2010-06-29T22:36:00.002+01:00

Last Friday my Dad took Abigail and I to Clumber Park. It was a gloriously hot day, we had lunch in the cafe, walked through woodland, visited the walled garden then finished the day in the amazing play park.

Abigail - Update

2010-06-28T23:18:00.002+01:00

- First unaided steps: Last Thursday Afternoon
- Current words: 'Quack' 'Oof' (Woof) 'Gog' (Dog) 'Gu Gir' (Good Girl)

Has started kissing people and still likes to hug everything.

-- This Moment --

2010-06-25T11:22:00.002+01:00

I'm ignoring myself...

2010-06-24T10:24:00.003+01:00

To paraphrase one of my favourite Graphic Novels from my mid-twenties...

"I've been talking to myself a bit too much lately...I complain too much about things I've gotten myself into. I wish I would just shut up"

Until I get everything figured I'm going to just have to fake being normal, my desired version of normal anyway.

And while I attempt to do real and normal things like gardening, Abigail can get on with the very important business of being busy.

Because really, that's what matters.

Sometimes it's all about me...

2010-06-23T10:40:00.002+01:00

I'm not sure being medicated is the best way for me to go.

In one hand, my panic levels are now very low, it's only extreme situations that make me anxious. My mood swings are less frequant and less severe as well.

On the flip side, I have no motivation, none what so ever, which means only the bare minimum for us all to survive is getting down...I can't even seem to be motivated enough to write a proper blog post.

I'm sleeping so much more, I was bad before but I seem to spend most of the time Abigail is asleep, sleeping myself.

I can't seem to get excited about anything, nothing gives me that buzz that the extreme highs I used to have give me. I just exist.

And I'm not sure if that's better.

Loving Food, Learning to Hate Waste

2010-06-09T21:51:00.002+01:00

...and making more use of our freezers.

Before we do a food shop James and I usually do an inventory and plan a weekly menu, we tend to freeze our bread, milk and meat so for the most part we don't waste too much food.

But sometimes (like the last couple of weeks) we've ended up with a lot of fresh food that is about to go off. Now, once upon a time I would have just thrown it away, but I've come to realise that I might as well throw money in the bin!!

This week I've ended up with two bags of sprouty potatoes, strawberries that are looking a bit squishy, some surprisingly short dated fromage frais and two big pots of yogurt that are about to go out of date.

I had a quick look round the Love Food. Hate Waste Website and this is what I've done to save us some money.

Potatoes The larger, less sprouty ones have been peeled, chopped into large chunks, parboiled and frozen ready for wedges or roasties.

The tiny ones and the more sprouty ones have been boiled then mashed, divided into serving sized tubs and put in the freezer.

Strawberries Some have been chopped up with some bananas and frozen ready to be blended with fruit juice for smoothies. The rest was blended with the ...

Yogurt & Fromais Frais The fromage frais mix has been frozen in small tubs, for Abigail (I'm thinking partially defrosted they will be a little bit like ice cream)

The yogurt mix has been frozen in lolly molds to satisfy my sweet tooth in the warmer weather.

Oh and the reason I had quite so many strawberries, well other than my rejoicing at them finally coming in season, is Jam.

I've been wanting to make jam for a while and I managed to find some pre-loved preserving jars at our local charity shop. So I bought loads of Strawberries.

I didn't realise at the time I would need new rubber seals to make long-term storable jam, so for now I've just made a small quantity that can live in the fridge.

And even though it's a rather feeble amount, I'm kind of proud of it.

Robin Hood day at Newark Castle

2010-06-02T11:18:00.000+01:00

On Monday we drove out to Newark Castle to attend the last Robon Hood themed even of the month.

As it was the Picnic day of National Family Week we packed a picnic lunch.

Cheese Sandwiches

This tree kindly provided us with shade

Our view of the castle from our picnic blanket.

After lunch we met up with G,D and J and headed over to the castle. For a 'ruin' the building is very impressive.

I could not stop taking pictures of it

My favourite local historical performer was there as Robin Hood with his Merry Outlaws.

Performing the Ballad of Robin Hood and Main Marian

(Thanks to James for taking the pictures, all I could get was the back of peoples heads)

Before we went home we headed over to a nearby park so that Abigail could burn off some energy.

Catch Up - May Day Bank Holiday

2010-06-01T23:00:00.000+01:00

Our local woods

A Mediaeval Re-enactment Weekend at Rufford

2010-05-30T19:28:00.000+01:00

May has been Robin Hood Month in Nottinghamshire, which has meant lots of family oriented activities throughout the County.

If the weather is reasonable we are heading out to Newark Castle for another event tomorrow, but in the mean time these are photos from a recent trip to Rufford for a Mediaeval Re-enactment weekend.

Arriving at the event.

An encampment next to the Abbey.

Now this is what I call camping...

A friend of ours re-enacting a battle between Robin Hood, his Merry Men and the Normans.

More re-enactment

Sometimes I wear a hat.
(incidently, while I was wearing Abigail one of the ladies demonstrating commented on the carrier. It turned out she was a fanatic about cloth nappies and baby wearing and we had a really good chat.)

An archery demonstration.

Norman Shield Wall

Revenge from Robin and his Men

Following Robin Hood back to his secret camp.

Robin addresses the crowd.

Bluebells.

Random pretty.

All in all a great day, I'm looking forward to more fun tomorrow.

Last Weekend...

2010-05-27T21:07:00.003+01:00

Woah! It's been a week since I posted, where does the time go?

Well, at least some of it was spent falling asleep at the same time as Abigail, then waking up when James got home.*

-- Abigail got a paddling pool for her birthday, and last Saturday was the first chance we got to try it.

This is kind of weird...but cool.

Her older cousin joined in, which was lots of fun

-- I've been contemplating the idea of having meat free days, as a way to save money and also as a way of being a bit more earth friendly.

I've been making meals for Abigail using lentils for a little while now and decided to give a lentil based meal that was suitable for both of us a whirl.

The result: A sort of Pasta Bolognese.

My taste tester approves.

Left overs jarred up and ready for freezing.

I was impressed and a little surprised at how much I enjoyed it. I even had some of the leftovers cold as a packed lunch the next day and that worked really well too.

The rest of the week has been spent mostly at work and trying to keep cool.

*Three nights in the last week

Secret Post Club - May

2010-05-20T23:06:00.002+01:00

Oh, how I love the Secret Post Club. This month my Poster was Mrs Yappy Dog

I love the giant stamp postal label

Beautiful packages. Of course everything in wrapping paper is for Abigail now.

A really interesting and apparently very sought after book. I hope to learn a lot from it.

Pretty gloves to help me make my garden pretty.

Plenty of seeds. I think I will grow them in pots this year, alongside *fingers crossed* the tomatoes, peppers and cucumbers I planted in March *.

Abigail approves of the selection.

Thank you Mrs Yappy Dog. This was a wonderfully thought out parcel.

*My Aunty warned me not to get my hopes up about the cucumbers.

Wash Day Wednesday

2010-05-19T10:36:00.002+01:00

GardenMama is hosting a photo challenge called Wash Day Wednesday. There is lots of lovely pictures, click the button above to take a look.

Hanging washing out is one of my favourite household jobs. I find the act of it very soothing and on warm days I'll do an extra load just so I can hang it out.

I love the smell of line dried washing and I'll hang laundry out all year round, except in rain or snow. In the summer I've even hung washing out at night to get in the next morning.

Nappies drying on the line in March

Some times the whole family wears black - August 2009

Catch Up - A Visit to Nottingham Castle

2010-05-18T11:12:00.000+01:00

At the end of April I went with Abigail and my Dad to Nottingham Castle. They are currently hosting an exhibit of costumes and props from the new Robin Hood film

(Nottingham is really cashing in on it actually, May has been devoted to Robin Hood all over the county. More on that another day)

When is a castle not a castle? When it is actually a Mansion

My attempt to do a panorama of the view from the castle.

(Click the image for the full size version)

Having lunch on the balcony. It was very sunny, but very windy.

A brilliant little person friendly room in the museum part of the castle.

There were low exhibits and lots to play with. Mozart was playing in the background and there were some lovely sea themed paintings on the walls.

The Robin Hood exhibition was very interesting, if a little small. They have changed some of the other displays since I was last there as well, so there was lots to see.

In the temporary gallery, there was a display that looked like it was about 20 polo neck jumpers all knitted together. I wish I could have taken a picture of it, it was unbelievable.

It was lovely to have a day out with my Dad, he's a very busy person so we don't get to spend much time with him.

An Important Day

2010-05-17T10:56:00.002+01:00

It's back to reality after both James and I had a week off work. To 'soften the blow' a little, I'm going to spend this week reminiscing over all of the things we've been up to in the last couple of weeks.

First of all and most importantly, Abigail's 1st Birthday. We had a brilliant day, we took the lessons we learnt at Christmas and kept the day quite simple. Immediate family came over for lunch, but it was just the three of us for most of the day. We actually spread her presents out over three days and she didn't open anything before her morning nap.

Celebration bunting. I'm really proud of how this turned out, especially as I sewed it by hand. This is one of the projects in Creative Family by SouleMama.

The Birthday girl. I wasn't going to but I gave in and bought her a new dress.

New big girl shoes. They don't do shoes without pink in her width fitting :(

We gave her a box!! (There is stuff inside)

"What is it?" This is her question sign. It's kind of universal for 'what?' and 'where?'

Lots of exciting stuff, mostly gathered from charity shops since Christmas.

Present from her Aunty & cousins.

Blowing kisses. (Yes, I'm wearing an apron, I've not suddenly started wearing lots of colours)

Mummy made cake, completely sugar free. Unfortunately I can't find the source of the original recipe. (I will be making it again, but it needs a little tweaking to make it more palatable for adults with a sweet tooth.)

Abigail had her own, mini version which she demolished.

My beautiful girl. The birthday crown is another project from Creative Family.

I had a really good day, and I think Abigail did too. I can't believe my girl has been in the world for over a year.

Sunday (Monday) Morning Ramblings - The Post that won't go away

2010-05-10T09:30:00.000+01:00

I didn't really want to write about this as yet, I feel awkward and a bit strange talking about the whole thing but it is a big thing for me and besides I can always delete it later.

For as long as I can remember I have nearly always been on the wrong side of happy. Some days are worse than others but in general happiness is something I measure in hours or sometimes days.

I never really thought about that big old 'D' word. When I got to an age where I understood that not everyone felt like this I blamed hormones, lack of money, having a crap job, being single, lonely, ...whatever.

I've known people with depression and they have really suffered. Me, well sometimes it's not pleasant but I get by. I don't have difficulty sleeping, in fact I can sleep for England. And while I'm terrible at cooking for myself I've never really lost my appetite. I've never wanted to harm myself although sometimes I have wanted to disappear for a while. As far as I was concerned, it's just how I am.

It's been getting worse though, over the last year I've been more prone to mood swings, the lows last longer than the highs and I've taken to shopping and reading as my 'fixes'. I obsess over ideas and planning and systems. I've been getting upset over the silliest of things and less trusting of people outside of my home, to the point where I don't want Abigail near them when I'm not there.

After a particularly rough week James and I sat down and he said it was time I went to talk to someone. He couldn't help me anymore than he had been doing and we'd been ignoring things for too long.

I avoided the issue and procrastinated for a bit longer then finally went to see my GP a few weeks ago. She did some blood tests for iron & thyroid levels and told me to come back in a week, but told me that it might be that I was suffering from depression. This was very strange to hear. Like I said, I've known people with depression. They have real stuff. Me, I'm just...well me.

Anyway, I went back the following week, my thyroid levels are borderline but apparently this can happen after pregnancy. She wants to check them again in about 6 weeks.

We did a quiz, which I felt asked all the wrong questions. I never once said I was suicidal or wanting to self harm and I don't want to harm anyone else (not that I love anyway) It didn't really have any bearing on what I told her the previous week.

Based on the quiz results she thinks I have mild anxiety, which really, doesn't take a medical degree to work out. I've been having panic attacks for years, does it explain everything else? I honestly don't know.

Well, in her wisdom she's put me on a teeny tiny dose of Fluoxetine, which I've been taking for a week now. I'm not sure it's done anything other than make me feel sick every time I take it.

Do I think Anti-Depressants are the answer? I honestly don't know. Is it possible to be depressed for most of my life without anyone noticing, including me? That I doubt.
Do I have another answer? No, not yet, but I want things to get sorted, I don't want Abigail to remember me like this.

Other News

2010-05-06T22:47:00.002+01:00

While listening to the live election coverage, I've found some interesting non-election related news articles.

'Long-term harm' of too much TV for toddlers

Crying-it-out 'harms baby brains'

While I do my best not to judge other people's parenting choices, these are two issues I feel strongly about. It's interesting to see them in recent news stories.

Oak disease 'threatens landscape'

I nearly cried the first time I read this. I feel a very strong connection with oak trees and the idea of an oak version of Dutch Elm Disease scares me.

Heads' ballot backs Sats boycott

While I feel for the children who have spent so much time studying for these tests, I think learning to pass tests is not learning.

"We have seen too many children too stressed. For the whole year they do nothing but cram for the Sats. It is heart-breaking for parents to see their child pulled away from their childhood," Siobhan Freegard - co-founder of Netmums

SATs pressure turns children off reading, say authors

Interestingly I couldn't find any recent articles on the EYFS.

There is more than one real post on the way...it's just been one of those weeks.

Slowing down and Occasional Compromises

2010-04-28T23:00:00.002+01:00

I love baby wearing and will carry on taking Abigail out and about in our mei tai until my back can no longer take it (Which isn't yet, for all those Mum's at Baby Group who keep asking)

However, sometimes there are days like today when I am already weary from work and my hip aches from carrying a cuddly tired baby on one side, while I do 'whatever' with the other hand... Where my choices are stay at home, or get out and about with a pushchair during nap time. Today, I needed to be out. And so this is my compromise ...

£30 at the local car boot bought us a rear facing pushchair, so I can babble away to Abigail while she is awake and keep and eye on her. She doesn't get as overwhelmed as she did forward facing in the other pushchair and when she eventually is big enough to face forward without it effecting her we can just flip the handle over.

(Also just in shot is my charity shop bargain Sammies Ladybird Changing Bag)

So for an hour today, I took life at a snail's pace and wandered along this lane.

It's a lovely place to walk with a pushchair as the only traffic is people who live just off it, joggers, dog walkers and the occasional horse.

There are fantastic views, like this...

and this...

and some friendly faces...

And when we do get home and it's a bit later than I thought and I'm too worn out to make a big tea, we compromise again with a high chair tray full of snacks...

As you can see, Abigail is disgusted by this.

Planted in the Earth, Reaching for the Moon.

A visit to the seaside

I am not behind...

One Day...

-- This Moment --

Simple Woman's Daybook #2

A glorious week

Sherwood Pines

-- This Moment --

WIP Wednesday - (Just)

Catch Up - Adventuring

Simple Woman's Daybook #1

Mummy Made

Sundown Adventureland.

Catching Up

Oh how busy we have been.

-- This Moment --

Imbolc - Fresh Shoots

Aurora Illuminations

Another Skill Conquered

Den

It's just a cupboard...

Finding Our Normal

Keeping her close

Our Christmas

Winter Solstice

Gone but not Forgotten

And we shall have snow...

Silent Sunday

Another Mile Travelled

Keeping my Promises

And miles to go before I sleep

Feeling 'In-Between'

Busy Days (Thursday - Sunday)

Happy 60th Birthday Dad

Proud Mama

Our Samhain

Recent Realisations

-- This Moment --

It's been a day for...

The little things I want to remember

Leaves and Paint and Swings...Oh My!!

Outdoor Play and More Charity Shop Love

Autumn Sights

I should have known...

Tentatively finding a rhythm

The pleasant land of counterpane.

The problems with wearing Pentagrams

Charity Shop Love

Outdoor Adventurers

Sewing on Sundays

-- This Moment --

A nip in the air

Sleeping Arrangements & Bedtimes (Ramblings)

-- This Moment --

Nine Ladies

'A mist rolled in'

I'm such a Brave Little Toaster (Ha Ha)

Work & Baby Cuteness

Rhythm of the Home - Autumn Edition

How time flies...

Cozy at Home

-- This Moment --

*Sighs*

A walk to the Post Box

A Lovely Big Parcel

Work

101 Things - 42 Have a meat free weekend

Saturday Night

A new life in the world

What We Did...

Current work in progress.

Cooking in Pyjamas

-- This Moment --

My favourite newest books

Amazing Baby

Home Baked Challenge - July.

Sherwood Forest Farm Park

-- This Moment --

More Felt Makings

Sighs